Well I went to the Dr today as I was having some cramping and bleeding over the weekend and yesterday. I had an ultrasound and the baby was only measuring about 5 weeks 6 days but based off my last period should be 7 weeks 4 days. They also couldn't really get a good listen on the heart beat but the NP i spoke with after the ultrasound said the fetal heart rate was only at 60bpm. A normal baby should at least be over 100bps with a normal baby coming in around 160-180. The NP gave me sad eyes and talked like there really isn't a lot of hope. I had a blood draw to get a baseline on my HCG levels and I go back in two days to have another draw to compare. The levels should be doubling every 48 hours so if mine don't they said the pregnancy probably isn't viable and I will miscarry.
So its been a pretty rough day. Im trying not to stress and to think on the positive side that maybe I'll beat the odds, but I really don't want to get my hopes up if come Friday there is only bad news.
Its not the end of the world. I know I'm young, and I guess i know i can get pregnant so i just have to keep thinking that from letting myself get down.
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